Same shit different day.
Yesterday was not a great day for me, hence me writing this today (day 7).
Emotionally I'm wearing thin. I feel like I have made zero progress in my recovery and that I will be stuck like this forever.
To top it off, I'm just so hungry. I don't like jello, mashed potatoes or soup. I'm sick of apple sauce, pudding, ice cream and popsicles. I just want a burger with fries... mmmm.
Pain is relatively the same today. By continually drinking my throat doesn't bother me THAT much, but my ears are still sore and once again I feel nauseas. Apparently morphine can cause nausea when you take it on an empty stomach (surprise surprise), when you just start off or when you stop taking it. I have almost gone through my dosage and have been taking it only as needed.
I was able to eat pudding, mashed potatoes and a popsicle later on in the evening when I stopped feeling like such a bag of ass.
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